Why Me?

Have you ever felt like that whatever you do, everything just goes wrong? That's me! Here I am, age 17, and I have never been so stressed out in my life. Whenever I think, can it get anyworse? It does. I have come to that point in life where I don't know what to do that will make my life happier again. Being a teenager is not easy. There are always those fights with friends. You get hurt by that guy you really like. But what hurts the most, is when your friends hurt you. Even worse, they dont feel like they have done anything wrong. This alone can stress you out, but when trying to get through to them, and you simply fail is even worse. Not only do I feel like i have lost one friend but I have lost 2. Now I know you are probably wondering what happened to make me feel like this, but if i were to sit here and explain it would be 3 pages long. All I know is that I try and try to get over this, but i physically just can't. I am too hurt by the fact how much a friend hurt me. I just never thought they could ever do such a thing. I now just take it day by day. Trying to get rid of this stress, but it is a long process. Sometimes it feels like its too long to handle. But I know that someday I will finally let go of all this stress. And that is the day that I cannot wait for!